I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
What may look like the right thing to do, might just not be the right thing to do. Should I listen because they are saying this and that and this and that... or, should I listen to what my heart and soul says to do and to do what I think is the right thing. Am I selfish? Am I really looking at the big picture or am I being naive. Only a handful of people can understand what I'm feeling. I didn't ask for EB, I didn't ask for a 6 week early baby, Junctional and a pyloric blockage, but GOD is in control not me, not my husband, not the Dr's not the specialist, it is GOD. I just don't know what I am supposed to do,what me and Travis are supposed to do. This isn't something we can decide tonight, tomorrow, or even next week. Its something we deeply have to pray and think about. It may be easy for someone to tell us to go and give all reason to why we should... But its still going to be one of the hardest decisions of our life. No matter what decisions we make, we are NOT in control. only God is in control.
Isaiah 40:50
And the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, all flesh shall see it together: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.
Megan I still think you should let Chloe be transferred to Cinci... that is where the specialist are ... God is still in control!!!
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ReplyDeleteMegon I don't know you except threw FB and you don't know me. God bless me with 3 wonderful children and 4 grandchildren and now 3 greatgrand children and I have had to make decisions raising my children but cannot imagine what you are going threw. I do know that nobody can tell you what to do, the decision has to be yours and Travis. I do know that you have faith in God and he will guide you to make the right decision for the 3 of you and that is who matters. You have a beautiful daughter and I know you will make the right decision. I will continue to pray for the 3 of you stay strong. God never gives you more than you can handle, it just seems like it sometimes.
Your baby girl is beautiful. I am praying for all of you. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I pray to God that he grants you the strength, hope and love you need.
ReplyDeleteDearest Megan: Please listen to your heart. God will talk to you that way. Only you and your husband will be making those important decisions right now, so please both of you pray and then listen. Keep the Faith Megan. Love and Peace Leah and Tabby's Nana
ReplyDeleteMegan, hang in there. You are doing a great job, and only you and your husband can decide what is right for your Chloe, and its different for all of us. There is no right or wrong, PLease follow your Heart. God blesses us with an instinct to care for our children that goes beyond the obvious and what is known. YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW WHAT TO DO, You just have to love her and follow your heart. You are in our prayers everyday. ((<3)) Denise, mom to Hunter, 14 rdeb
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